I don't know if I am having Monday blues or what. But I want to do nothing but cry. I know I have been trying to make it all positive things on this blog but honestly I feel shitty today. I feel like an emotional wreck. I had an interview today and it seemed to go well. He told me I was defiantly qualified for this job if not over qualified. He asked me if I would be happy with the pay. What the hell do you say to that?? I actually wanted to say HELL NO! It's five dollars less than I was making and I am sure that the benefits suck because its for a small construction company. Which is against my better judgement in the first place. I haven't had much luck in this economy with construction. For every interview I go on I have more hate towards my old supervisor. She let me go for reasons I didn't deserve and I resent her. I hate having this feeling over my head. I know its a waste of my time. What did KayDee call it??? OHHH that is right, STINKIN' THINKIN'!
There is nothing that I can do about it and I know that. I can't change it. I wish Karma would come her way. I know that isn't a good way to think about someone. I am sure that is making bad Karma for me. But its how I feel right now. I feel like the only reason she even has the job she has is because her sister is the controller. Here is the kicker. Last year when the W2's were being processed and mailed out. She told me that it was my fault she wasn't getting them out on time. She said that every year before she would get them out 2 weeks into January. Well this year they didn't get mailed out until 2 days before the deadline. HUMMM guess it wasn't me after all.
I guess I am done with my bitching for now. Just feeling frustrated with the job hunt and trying to stay positive about the whole thing.
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