I went back through my post to see how long its been since I started all this madness. I started working out on January 3, which makes it 3 weeks today. It will be one week on Thursday that I started the "7 day Cycle." It really seems longer to me. I am such a instant gratification person. Which makes this hard for me sometimes. If I don't see or feel different right away I tend to give up. I am really trying to stay off the scale for a week. But I am a someone that likes to get on there daily. I have made a compromise with myself and I am only weighing in on Wednesday and Saturday. I am hoping that it will give me a little peak to how I am doing.
Today was hard to work out for me, again today. I thought I was going to die and I think the reason is I didn't drink my protein shake before I got on the treadmill. I had no energy. I kept talking to myself and telling myself I only had 3 more cycles to go. Then when I got to the last cycle I was about to die! But I kept going!!
I need to get some motivating things put up around the treadmill to look at and see my goal. The goal is hard to see when you are dragging ass. I am not asking to be a super model. Because lets face it they are just too skinny. One thing I am worried about loosing is my boobs! I have always been big busted and not having big boobs might be a little strange for me. Who knows though I might keep them. But I am sure they will get a little smaller I can tell my bras are fitting different. Now if my pants would start fitting different that would be even better.
Today I noticed that my "Tory and Dean Home Sweet Hollywood" series that I recorded is down to the last one. Then what am I going to watch. I need to start thinking of what to watch because tomorrow is the last one. BOOOO sad for me. I really don't know what my obsession is with this show. I guess it makes Tory Spelling look like a real person (only with a butt load of money).
Well I want to thank all of you that comment and support me and keep me motivated. It really does help. I guess that is all for today.
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